Just another day
I normally do a better job with my "face the world" front on days that make my heart ache. Tomorrow is yet another one of those days. Not even a real holiday yet because someone decided to have a specific day to recognize mother's it dings at the heart just more than a normal day of the year.
This is the 12th without Randy Lee here on earth. There are so many other days that I miss him on ... tomorrow is just one I miss out on. It really never seemed to mean so much as it has without him here.
Maybe it's just a reminder of the things I'll never experience or know. Maybe it's just pity for myself that while I'll always be a mom ... I'm not a mom to anyone I can wrap my arms around at this point.
So to all of those in the same spot as I am .... to all those mom's who wish they could wrap their arms around their child if but for one more time ... may this weekend be as painless as possible for each of you. May you receive a sign from your child to let you know even out of sight, you are never out of mind. (((hugs)))
This is the 12th without Randy Lee here on earth. There are so many other days that I miss him on ... tomorrow is just one I miss out on. It really never seemed to mean so much as it has without him here.
Maybe it's just a reminder of the things I'll never experience or know. Maybe it's just pity for myself that while I'll always be a mom ... I'm not a mom to anyone I can wrap my arms around at this point.
So to all of those in the same spot as I am .... to all those mom's who wish they could wrap their arms around their child if but for one more time ... may this weekend be as painless as possible for each of you. May you receive a sign from your child to let you know even out of sight, you are never out of mind. (((hugs)))
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Wishing you a peaceful day. xoxox
wishing you the same... love and hugs to you...
Hoping that today will be a gentle day for you. I miss our Jeff the same on a random day like in July as I do on Mother\'s Day.; I guess because there is so much hoopla about Mother\'s Day it brings everything to the top more than usual. We have a daughter that lives near us, but she is so busy with her own family. I try not to bother her and pretend I am \"fine\". Only my husband knows my real feelings. Hoping for you a peaceful day...Big hugs, My Friend, Nell
Back at you, sweetie. Really it\'s Mother\'s Day every day - and these days it\'s much more acute. Hope your day is a kind one and you feel your precious Randy Lee all around. Joanna x
May this day be as peace filled as possible. Understanding and remembering our children with one another. Thank goodness for the loving companionship that is ever present here on FMO.
Loving care,
Joanie