scared
Sick of crying
Tired of trying
yeah, I'm smiling
But Inside I'm dying!
Dr's tells me that the medication takes time. How much time can I give them. I have not sleep in about two days. The medication make me not hungry so I have to fake that I am eating. I want to hurt myself but I have to stay strong! My mind can only be so strong. I feel like I am going crazy. The one thing that help "pot" I do not think its so bad? I am not hurting myself!
Tired of trying
yeah, I'm smiling
But Inside I'm dying!
Dr's tells me that the medication takes time. How much time can I give them. I have not sleep in about two days. The medication make me not hungry so I have to fake that I am eating. I want to hurt myself but I have to stay strong! My mind can only be so strong. I feel like I am going crazy. The one thing that help "pot" I do not think its so bad? I am not hurting myself!
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Please tell your doctors that you need something to help you sleep. Ask for seroquel or trazadone, either one will help you to sleep. Not sleeping is a very serious thing when you have gone without it for as long as you have. Please keep me posted as I am worried about that for you. Pot will help you to have an appetite and as long as it doesn\'t make your symptoms worse or give you urges for hard drugs I don\'t think it is a big deal. Pot makes me spaced out and stupid so I don\'t smoke it anymore. I am so glad you aren\'t hurting yourself! I used to be a cutter and I have big scars to prove it. It is a very unhealthy thing to do. Please send me a hug or message so I can know how you are doing. I have seen your journal entry notifications but I have been so busy I haven\'t been responding. I want you to know I do care. What do you mean when you say you feel like you are going crazy? Hang in there--you are a precious person who deserves to be free from her torments!
Hey. Hang in there girl. I agree with Steve - thank you should tell the doc about lack of sleep. Let me know how it turns out...
Exactly right. there are things out there to help you sleep . And I dont think pot is so bad-am i allowed to say that? well its my opinion . there are far worse things out there ..................... stay strong love
Hi. Lack of sleep always makes anxiety worse. Also marijuana increases anxiety too. Google it and you will see. It normally takes anywhere from 2 to 6 weeks for meds to kick in and sometimes they actually make your anxiety worse. I do hope you feel better soon.