Women who Love too Much Community Group
WHEN BEING IN LOVE, MEANS BEING IN PAIN... This group is to help women through the journey of realizing they can love themselves. To help realize that they are capable of having a happy, healthy, whole relationship and break the cycle of abuse and heartache from loving emotionally unavailable men.
Everything out of a man's mouth is pure horse shit. I will never trust another man again. I actually put myself out there, force myself to believe that they are not all full of manure and what happens? CRAP.
I swear I did not see this coming. I feel like I'm in the twilight zone.
This guy I was slowly getting acquainted with, well, turns out, he's just another a-hole.
Just last week, we had a wonderful exchange. He seemed so enthusiaistic about me, about us. I thought it was too good to be true so I still kept my distance, been burned too many times. When I would msg him, which was rare, he would say things like 'where have you been? haven't heard from you...why you so quiet?' etc etc.
I thought I had him. I was SURE I had him. My friends who know him very well even vouched for him. My BEST friend is in utter shock at how things have turned out.
Thsi past wednesday I msgd him after I hadn't heard from him in days. I was VERY hesitant, I thought if he's into me, he should be after me, he should be maintaining contact. But my best friend insisted he's just shy and is probably feeling intimidated by me, she insisted I msg him. Which i did and again he was all 'what's up with you? you haven't even said hello to me in days..' ok
That was wednesday. Haven't heard from him since. Last night, I said to myself it's do or die. I gave myself one more text. I msgd him 'hello'
No response.
WTF
I have zero faith in men. I'm done.
I swear I did not see this coming. I feel like I'm in the twilight zone.
This guy I was slowly getting acquainted with, well, turns out, he's just another a-hole.
Just last week, we had a wonderful exchange. He seemed so enthusiaistic about me, about us. I thought it was too good to be true so I still kept my distance, been burned too many times. When I would msg him, which was rare, he would say things like 'where have you been? haven't heard from you...why you so quiet?' etc etc.
I thought I had him. I was SURE I had him. My friends who know him very well even vouched for him. My BEST friend is in utter shock at how things have turned out.
Thsi past wednesday I msgd him after I hadn't heard from him in days. I was VERY hesitant, I thought if he's into me, he should be after me, he should be maintaining contact. But my best friend insisted he's just shy and is probably feeling intimidated by me, she insisted I msg him. Which i did and again he was all 'what's up with you? you haven't even said hello to me in days..' ok
That was wednesday. Haven't heard from him since. Last night, I said to myself it's do or die. I gave myself one more text. I msgd him 'hello'
No response.
WTF
I have zero faith in men. I'm done.
Well, I am trying to wait it out... spend sometime alone instead of trying to grab another. See if I can manage to make better choices. Or learn to be happy alone.
My dad died when I was 14 month old, I think I have some deep seeded abandonment issues. I spend a lot of time hating being alone, but I am starting to have more moments that I am enjoying being alone.
But i want someone. I really really do.