Women who Love too Much Community Group
WHEN BEING IN LOVE, MEANS BEING IN PAIN... This group is to help women through the journey of realizing they can love themselves. To help realize that they are capable of having a happy, healthy, whole relationship and break the cycle of abuse and heartache from loving emotionally unavailable men.
So much for my strength the other day. So much for thinking the worst was over.
I don't know why but today has been teh toughest in terms of resisiting the urge to text him.
I guess because it's saturday and I'm supposed to be going out with the girls tonight which only means one thing: Drinking. And Im a pro at drunk dialing. And for some reason, I'll bet he's counting on my making that huge mistake and contacting him. He knows it's my first weekend back and that i'll be out and about.
Wow, so hard today to keep myself in tact. It's unreal. I can't seem to stick to one negative thought about him. They just morph into one of our good, passionate times. Long ago..yet today, seem liek just yesterday.
The brain is a fckd up organ, it's constantly playing tricks on me.
MAKE IT STOP!
I don't know why but today has been teh toughest in terms of resisiting the urge to text him.
I guess because it's saturday and I'm supposed to be going out with the girls tonight which only means one thing: Drinking. And Im a pro at drunk dialing. And for some reason, I'll bet he's counting on my making that huge mistake and contacting him. He knows it's my first weekend back and that i'll be out and about.
Wow, so hard today to keep myself in tact. It's unreal. I can't seem to stick to one negative thought about him. They just morph into one of our good, passionate times. Long ago..yet today, seem liek just yesterday.
The brain is a fckd up organ, it's constantly playing tricks on me.
MAKE IT STOP!
Then I asked myself: "What are you doing? The same trap AGAIN." Like a lightbulb flashing over my head. I figured out I should better think of an excuse and go to a museum instead of that stupid hang-out park that I don't even like!!!
I know you're angry at yourself. Feel it. Let it pass.
Tell the girls to take your phone and hide it in their bags :) And just enjoy yourself :)
xx (hug)
so sick of it!
I wish you a wonderful night out. Just do it for yourself. Not to prove anything to anybody, just to relax and have fun with your friends.
:( This sucks!
I assume that you can't go to another one?
When I'm not with my son, I check my phone often, in case of emergency...so handing my phone over is kinda out of teh question.
Think of your son while checking the phone. Not about him. I hope this helps.....
thanks woman. lol
I don't know..i just think I'm cazy. From time to time, I feel this pull towards him...almost like he has this spell on me. It's sick.
I'm such a hopeless nutjob.
I think the pull towards him is our obsession calling. Like, we want to go back to what's "normal" for us. Like getting another hit of our drug.
xx (hug)
ugh
And you deserve a great night out :)
and once he sees my name on his phone, I could just see the smug little smirk on his face.
yuck.