Well Ive been studying hard to gain my teaching assistant qualification, and working voluntarily at the local school. They let me give the children a small lesson today, just a small group, and I got such a buzz out of it. Although I stll feel guilty for not going back to the career that Ric and I always did together, I really am looking forward to getting a TA job, and Im sure Ric would be immensely proud of how Ive tried to pick up the shattered pieces of my life, to continue forward to provide a quality life for our son.