I know that Gallinarosa's partner isn't presenting as a female, but is there anyone else who hasn't yet seen their partner in their female persona? Although I've seen him with a bit of make up (and the very unfetching Trump style fake tan), and he always wears earrings, and woment's jeans, I haven't seen him in anything that makes him look at all female. He wears the underwear but always gets dressed and undressed in the bathroom, so I don't even see that. He wears normal PJs in bed. I've told him I want to see him how he is when he does the girl thing in private, but he is a bit reticent. He's scared to share it with me. He says it's nothing very different to what he looks like normally, except he fluffs his hair up a bit and wears breast forms. I want to see 'her' this week, before our therapy sessions. I want to know what I will feel like, if I have to get used to it, but I'm also scared to see.
Every now and then my ex sounds rational again. And I get nostalgic, and think to myself, what if? (the what ifs are nonspecific, and are usually me hoping for the happy bits of the past to come back.) Then she does something awful, and helps me to never regret signing divorce papers...I've said this before, but it feels like I was married to Dr. Jekyll and Mrs. Hyde. The thing I've...
Having another slap in the face. My 'wife' is just thw worst to be around. Im exausted. Send in good thoughts im trying and feeling unsucessful.