I love you!

there is probably some good reasons why your therepst doesn't go down that road with you.

First is they may be reluctant to put a label on it. labels do not do anyone any good. most therepst shy away. Secondly, diagnoses are complex and difficult. thirdly many therapist are reluctant becasue they don't want clients being catagorized or looking up on the internet and med books about a particular diagnoses. this is becasue it is very easy for a client to over read or mis read the diagnoses.

i would put my trust in the wisdom of your therapist and let them feed you what they feel is appropriate for you stage in therepy.

I think you mean this as "tongue in cheek". I hope you do anyway. Keeping a therapist guessing what is wrong is just keeping yourself stuck where you are.

Please be gentle with yourself. (((HUG)))

there's not something "wrong" with you. also, a good therapist will not push you too hard to discuss painful things so that they do not traumatize you. it's all about being proactive and being READY to talk..it might feel like you are getting nowhere now, but you will!

you have to think of therapy as a tool you will use, not as some outside force that is supposed to "fix" you!

stay strong! i know you can do it! lots of love

The question you should be asking is 'What is wrong with abuse?'. Please try to understand that your therapist is there to help you rediscover who YOU are. They don't sit with you for an hour of telling you what's wrong, they are there simply to listen for any dangerous thinking, which is what you are doing now. But this is great, this is what you should be doing, vent as much as possible and get as much pus out of your wound as possible. Use your journal to vent, use any resource available to you including your therapist to vent. Only then will you be able to separate yourself from the abuse which is the wrong, not you, it's the abuse that is wrong. Please care for yourself, you are better than that.

There is nothing wrong with you.

This post was to try and help
the people who are thinking this way
if you are in this mind set you will totaly know what im on about.

Its the way i thought while i was there
i didnt want to be there so i made it hard for them

and i was playing a hidding game with them
it was like come and find me.
.if you know what im feeling i will let you in

..if you dont you can stay outside

i was not in a good state of mind at the time.I wanted them to just fix me and let me go.

but it not like that really
you have to fix your self with some help.

x

sounds like i totally missed it.

oh well.

Yeah, my sister was like this in therapy. I think she wasn't ready to face the abuse head-on, and her therapist didn't sound strong or qualified enough to keep her on the right track. So my sis wasn't being totally honest with her therapist, and the sessions were useless. The therapist ended up just letting her go. And my sister still has her issues. Sad.

it was odd i didnt want to tell i wanted to be
found out ???

odd eh?