Sexual Abuse Support Group

Sexual abuse is a relative cultural term used to describe sexual relations and behavior between two or more parties which are considered criminally and/or morally offensive. Different types of sexual abuse involve: Non-consensual, forced physical sexual behavior such as rape, incest or sexual assault, or psychological forms of abuse, such as verbal sexual behavior or...

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alantm 07/02/2008

tonight is my night off
night off what ?

all this being me and all the hang ups

tonight is like NEWYEAR !
i have that in my head

really just blank all this stuff for one night
dont care shut off what ever it takes
have a drink relax what ever is your thing

cant do this crazy life 365 days a year
anyone that feels they are up to it
join me

you can get back in to all the gloom tomorrow
today is i dont care day

everyone has to have one !!!

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deleted_user 07/02/2008

Welllllll, I am building a resume and I AM tempted to put that I'm Queen of the Universe and Master of My Own Domain on it. But I may save those parts. Now go answer my questions...muhahahahahahaha!

alantm 07/02/2008

My Own Domain is that a .com ??

this place really needs a fun room
there is no point to be better if you cant ever feel happy

just try to be happy and the rest will fall in to place

dont try to fix everything first
and then be happy
just go for the happy bit
and the rest wont matter
its all anyone wants in life
grab the bits you can

the fun bits are life !
make them special

oops im drunk
im making to much sence here oops

deleted_user 07/02/2008

Nope...a Seinfeld episode.

deleted_user 07/02/2008

i go on a mini vacation every night 11pm-1am when I lock the door to my room and watch will & grace and frasier. it helps me relax before i go to bed!

deleted_user 07/02/2008

good for you!

deleted_user 07/03/2008

What a great pick me up. It seems so simple-take a day off from the bad thoughts, etc. I'm going to try that. :-)

deleted_user 07/03/2008

I've just had a week off and it was great. I went on holiday with a group of girls who dont know about my past or my SI so I had to be this happy, fun loving, always the life and soul person. So i was and it was a blast!!! I only had two small episodes of SI when I was too drunk (damn sangria) but I just shrugged it off and was Miss Sunshine again.

Its done me the world of good. I've come home feeling relaxed and positive that I can be this person!

alantm 07/03/2008

a time a way from people have set ways they think aboput you

thats great :)

the people around you can be the biggest problem

around poeple
you can start to act in the way that they expect you to do

and thats very bad

really

u feel like a puppet
and have a set routine that you do for them
...dance for me puppet

you know what freaks them out

is when you stop acting for them

it confuses the hell out of them

and that gives you back control

and you know that week off
from what you were

that is what its all about 'living'

do that more
and you will see "that is ...what i was
...not what i am"

we change all the time
daily in fact

all this looping and running around in the past gets us lost REALLY LOST

if you have a holliday from it in your head

you can see who you are now

really its easy to loose track of how
you have changed as a person
to much past not enough now
:D
x

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