Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
Okay, I'm scared of myself lately... I don't know if I can do this alone anymore. My overthinking is killing me in strange ways including: sudden cry spells, very graphic thoughts of suicide and trying more dangerous ways of cutting/behaviors, getting paralizes with anxiety and I also heard "voices" once (more like my own thoughts being screamed out loud by 500 outsiders at the same time), etc. It's getting harder to "just stop cutting" when I'm focused on controling the amount of damage I cause to myself.
However, I've just started my second semester in college and the schedule leaves me with no time left to keep going ro my psychologist's... I now have classes everyday in the afternoon and I can't go on the mornings I'm free as she is only available past 5:30pm. I texted her anyways on Monday but she never replied.
I was thinking about trying the collegw's counselor which is free, but I think she only deals with college related such as problems making friends, dropping grades, a problem with a teacher or being lost in campus/confused... I don't feel comfortable enough with going over there and just saying I've been self-harming for three years, have depression, anxiety, and maybe an eating disorder and OCD :/ ... I'm nervous and scared.
Still I don't think my parents would take me to a new one... They don't know/condemn all kinds of "craziness"/wouldn't understand/we don't have the money... Plus it's hard to find someone willing to take me on weekends.
Thanks and umm... Again sorry for my negativity
However, I've just started my second semester in college and the schedule leaves me with no time left to keep going ro my psychologist's... I now have classes everyday in the afternoon and I can't go on the mornings I'm free as she is only available past 5:30pm. I texted her anyways on Monday but she never replied.
I was thinking about trying the collegw's counselor which is free, but I think she only deals with college related such as problems making friends, dropping grades, a problem with a teacher or being lost in campus/confused... I don't feel comfortable enough with going over there and just saying I've been self-harming for three years, have depression, anxiety, and maybe an eating disorder and OCD :/ ... I'm nervous and scared.
Still I don't think my parents would take me to a new one... They don't know/condemn all kinds of "craziness"/wouldn't understand/we don't have the money... Plus it's hard to find someone willing to take me on weekends.
Thanks and umm... Again sorry for my negativity
Sorry to hear you are going through all of this....
I;m in the same position as you, only it's my job that is causing trouble seeing my therapist.
I would advise you to go to the counselor. You can try to talk to her. Try and see if she can be of any help. If she won't do any good, you won't lose anything, but if she can, you can definitely benefit from this.
(sorry, I'm so tired and my English is starting to get really weird)