Self-Injury Support Group
Whether you or someone you know or love struggles with self-injury, this is the community to discuss your experience, find support, meet others going through the same, and get advice on how to stop. Working together, we can help find alternative coping skills to reduce the urge to self-harm.
Im typing this for the ones who are
.in conflict with the media
i meen this.
while traped in the SI loop it
becomes to easy to get a grip of what was normal behaviour for your self or others in what seems to be the normal world outside.
i remember being very angery about the media
films or ad's on TV or even street ad's
I felt that the SI thing was an over looked problem by everyone who didnt understand it.
i became very defencive i decided
these people were blind and thoughtless to people trying to cope with SI
i dont really want to discribe the ads or films here but you will know the type of things.
some are outrageous and often come without a warning of content for someone who is coping with SI problems
at that time I even began to have huge stress at ad's with excesive use of the color red or one time it was the red ribbons wraped around a person in one of bjork music vid
i was trying to censor my own environment
and i couldnt see it was just me!
and the world will not change for me.
what good would i have done just by building a safe world as I wanted it ...
because that just caused me more problems
.it was fast becoming me aginst the world
...really i needed to cope again as a person.
i remember writing an email to try and get an ad taken off the TV
it was a heating ad with a radiator leaking
but it was R*D water making the link its like B running out ...EG= your money is running out like ..hmmmm
that ad was on all the time and i was angery
about having it stuffed in my face without warning
but to everyone else in the world it was just an crappy ad.
this post is a bit confussed
im just getting feelings out i guess
.im trying to say things can get a bit crazy and how you think the world is becoming
isnt always the way it really is.
.i sat one day hating the world so much
asking myself is it really as bad as i see it.
but i realised in the end
it was just the Altered view i had fallen in to
and forgoten how i saw things when i used to feel normal.
-
more strength to anyone who is stopping
its worth it and you are.
x
.in conflict with the media
i meen this.
while traped in the SI loop it
becomes to easy to get a grip of what was normal behaviour for your self or others in what seems to be the normal world outside.
i remember being very angery about the media
films or ad's on TV or even street ad's
I felt that the SI thing was an over looked problem by everyone who didnt understand it.
i became very defencive i decided
these people were blind and thoughtless to people trying to cope with SI
i dont really want to discribe the ads or films here but you will know the type of things.
some are outrageous and often come without a warning of content for someone who is coping with SI problems
at that time I even began to have huge stress at ad's with excesive use of the color red or one time it was the red ribbons wraped around a person in one of bjork music vid
i was trying to censor my own environment
and i couldnt see it was just me!
and the world will not change for me.
what good would i have done just by building a safe world as I wanted it ...
because that just caused me more problems
.it was fast becoming me aginst the world
...really i needed to cope again as a person.
i remember writing an email to try and get an ad taken off the TV
it was a heating ad with a radiator leaking
but it was R*D water making the link its like B running out ...EG= your money is running out like ..hmmmm
that ad was on all the time and i was angery
about having it stuffed in my face without warning
but to everyone else in the world it was just an crappy ad.
this post is a bit confussed
im just getting feelings out i guess
.im trying to say things can get a bit crazy and how you think the world is becoming
isnt always the way it really is.
.i sat one day hating the world so much
asking myself is it really as bad as i see it.
but i realised in the end
it was just the Altered view i had fallen in to
and forgoten how i saw things when i used to feel normal.
-
more strength to anyone who is stopping
its worth it and you are.
x
-its like this
i do this
.i dont stack them
i move them offset
.it makes me very anxious if they do-
if its iiiii side ways is ok.. work that out?
but down hmmm not good!!
**yes i know !.... im working on it **
is there a link to SI and OCD type things?