Hi, if it continues to be this bad, go to an emergency room at a hospital and try to get admitted. You should probably be on some kind of medication...post here as much as you want....I'd like to know more of what is going on with you,

Sounds ike you need a med tweak. Although there is no mention of meds or thearpy on your profile? At 16 your brain is still developing so foccusing on thearpy and med treatment can reduce later sysmptoms considerably.

I often convinced my dreams follow me after I wake and am going about my day. With the memory problems of my CPTSD, there are even levels on which that might be true.

but it sure makes for a rough day.

When my mind - or whatever - is interfering with my day, I "just" put it on my daily inventory - right next to the toothache, sore hip or whatever - and try not to let it surprise me. I don't ignore it, but I don't exaggerate its importance, either. It is "just" there.

Sometimes I come to understand "it." More often "it" goes away on its own.

Hugs aku. There are lots of things parents can't help with. We are only human.

Just did see the not being able to afford theapy bit . Is a few things on getting free thearpy here close to the beginning http://www.dailystrength.org/people/587001/journal/3739108

Its impossible to ignore psychosis...you definitely need to go to a doctor--regardless what your parents think. If you're 16 you should be able to get state assistance...I can't imagine a minor would have to pay for their own medical care...
Meanwhile keep in mind that the things you see aren't real, they can't hurt you. The things you're hearing can frustrate you and haunt you...but they can't make you do anything. Listen without reaction, try to let it pass. It will pass!

Can you talk your school counsellor to act as a liaison for you to your parents?

Call county mental health services or your school councelor and let them know what is happening. They will get you the help you need. Yes they will probably need to see your parents at your age but they will be advocates for you and will defend you if your parents blow it off or think you are faking. There is free or low cost treatment. Going into the ER a social worker will see you as a part of your admission and will find a way to get you the help you need. Money is the least of your concerns right now. Just get help. Even it is means walking into the ER of a hospital and telling the triage nurse what is going on, I dont know if you feel suicidal or not, but it will get you admitted right away to the psych ward. Please, you dont have to live in such fear. There are treatments out there to help you. I got sick when I was a little bit younger than you. My parents were the same way. You just have to be true to yourself no matter what they believe. They will come around. Get help.

Really good advice, Baaaad !!!!

Glad you're on the ball today BPT

thanks every one. i can't walk and i don't have a ride, but my school councellor may still talk to me; i'll mention it on our next appointment.
i will keep writing here and update you guys. thanks so much. i feel just a little less lost now.