Pulmonary Embolism Support Group
By far the most common form of pulmonary embolism is a thromboembolism, which occurs when a blood clot, generally a venous thrombus, becomes dislodged from its site of formation and embolizes to the arterial blood supply of one of the lungs. Symptoms may include difficulty breathing, pain during breathing, and more rarely circulatory instability and death.
Hi Everyone.
I was diagnosed with bilateral PE this past Sunday after going to the ER with what I, in the back of my mind thought was potential clot behavior. I was admitted to the hospital and managed to get out after three days. I was at the point I felt like I was going to flip out if I had to stay there longer. I have been home for about 36 hours and the anxiety is in high gear. My first couple self-injections often Lovenox went ok, but this afternoon I just lost it. The actual process is fine, but the pain of the medicine taking its place was so intense. I am also on Warfarin. How long does it take to reach therapeutic levels? I just don't think I am going to be able to handle the injections for long. I wound up with a large hematoma from the hospital nurses not switching sides when they injected me. It too is extremely painful. I have chills, night sweats, I'm still coughing. I get intense headaches, my whole body aches and getting up at 5 am to do Lovenox is just insane. I have trouble with sleep. It takes me a while to get the desire to eat, but when I do, my hands shake and finishing a meal is difficult. There is more, but I see this already a long post. Any thoughts, ideas or support is appreciated.
Aja
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I would suggest trying to address the anxiety because once that is under control, everything else doesn’t seem so heightened. I did a lot of meditation techniques to help redirect my thoughts. I also saw a counselor a handful of times as well. I found that super helpful actually.
The anxiety is really common. So is the hyper vigilance that comes with it which keeps you in this state of high alert all the time. That’s not sustainable nor helpful. Distractions are helpful.
It can take a few months to feel energized and back to normal so there may be times where you feel really tired and have some risidual shortness of breath or back and chest pain. That’s pretty normal too.
Talk to your doctor about all your concerns too.
You’ll be ok.
Since I am already on leave from work, I made a bunch of doctors appointments today as I already have a bunch of other medical issues that are unrelated to my PE. Normally, this would be a real pain and I would spread them out, but for some reason I take comfort on knowing I will be seeing a medical professional Monday through Thursday next week, like they are keeping an eye on me..
How much time were you off from work after your PE? I just don't want to go back too soon and then have more problems.
Thanks again for the reassurance. I appreciate it.
Talk to your doc about going back to work, just to feel out what he/she may recommend.
I have a chronic disease so I get when you are managing a separate condition. So I too had all the different doctor appointments the first couple of months after diagnosis. At first it felt comforting and then after a while I just felt kind of weighed down and depressed by it. It literally made me feel like a sick person which is so not me, even with the chronic disease. That was kind of a wake up call to me to really start living my life and to remind myself I didn’t survive a PE to be afraid and stressed all the time.
You will get there. You really will. It’s just that first month or so after the PE when you are so vulnerable and confused, plus not feeling great, that you feel like this must be how It’s gonna be for the rest of my life, that messes with your head.
Hang in there, be patient and try to surrender a bit. Do stuff for yourself like taking walks (it’s hard when the weather isn’t great), having coffee with friends, yoga, meditation, whatever feels good, and keep doing it.
I work 35 miles away from home, and though I am near a couple of hospitals, I am not near mine should something bad happen. Fear is still a problem I am dealing with. I know it gets better over time, but I wish I was seeing glimmers of that now.
For the first few months after diagnosis I was on a liquid diet. Was taking Percocet, which caused constipation, and I had almost no appetite, not to mention the straining for a BM made me feel like my lung was going to explode. So it was meal replacement shakes for me for a while.
You are healing, and you will be for a long time. It's difficult, because you can look in the mirror and appear fine, and everyone else looks at you and thinks you're fine too. But inside you're battered and bloody. Your body just fought a massive battle and WON! Take pride in that, and look for the beauty in life that you've been given a chance to continue seeing. Not everyone is as lucky as we are to have a PE, and survive it. My PE was in 2009, when I was 24. My son was born in 2012. The memories of May 29th 2009 will be vivid and horrific for the rest of my life. The memories of my son entering this world and growing up in front of my eyes are more powerful, though, and give me purpose.
Life is suffering. For everyone. We are all suffering or will be suffering at one point or another. Find something worth suffering for. Good luck in your journey. It's coming up on 10 years now, post PE for me. I promise you life gets better.
Everyone’s recovery though is different. I had massive clots, both lungs and heart damage and truly within 3 months I felt pretty decent. Some people it’s longer and some people it’s shorter. If you are given the ok from your doctor, try to do light exercise, even starting with light walking, swimming or a stationary bike. And even if it’s just for a few minutes at a time, nothing crazy. It helps get your stamina back and I think makes recovery easier. That’s just my opinion
My PE is suspected to have been a result of an arthiscopic knee surgery and long time use of OCs to control endometriosis. Since I am still considered post-op for the knee surgery, I am still in PT. Obviously, I did not go last week, but I am to return on Monday. I hope I do ok. If not. The hospital is right across the street.
How long were you on injections before you were able to do Warfarin only? I hate that you had the same bad experience on the injections, but it gives me comfort to know that it happens.
I have struggles with appetite. When I do get hungry, food looks good, I start to eat and then I can't anymore. Also, being on Warfarin I have to change my diet because I used to eat regular and at times large amounts of Vitamin K rich foods. In some ways it's fun knowing that eating food like donuts won't hurt my PE recovery, but while blood clots do not run in my family, heart disease and diabetes does. So now, I feel like I am at a loss because the foods that are good at keeping those things in check, I can no longer have at least not for as long as I am on Warfarin. Also some things taste different now. Not sure if that is common or not.
Don’t over think the food. It just adds to the stress.
I actually take a vitamin K2 supplement now. It helps to stabilize my INR because I'm getting a constant dose of K2. Like rmb said, there really aren't any dietary restrictions except for being consistent. When I asked my doctor about drinking alcohol for example, he said he has patients on warfarin that are alcoholics. Told me whatever my 'normal' is for alcohol, that I should stick to that and don't have more than 1 or 2 drinks different from my normal. So if you only drink at social events, limit yourself to 1. If you have a glass of wine with every dinner, don't suddenly drink an entire bottle one evening, but it's ok to have a second glass every now and then. It's the same with greens and foods containing high vitamin K.
Just be diligent with your INR testing. The idea is that you eat/drink/do what you want (consistently), and your warfarin dosage is adjusted accordingly.
I read a study about the importance of following up with a doctor after a heart attack. The researchers' hypothesis was that frequent visits and strict rules would decrease mortality rates post heart attack. So for the control group of patients, they were given general guidelines for trying to live healthy, and told they only needed to come back if they had concerns, etc, or for annual check-ups. The second group was given strict diet/exercise rules to follow, and were instructed to have frequent visits to the doctor to monitor their health. Surprisingly, the researchers discovered the exact opposite of their hypothesis was true. The first group had a much lower mortality rate than the second. Stressing about your health is actually BAD for your health! I'm guilty of this, too.