I've posted here before, it's been awhile so I wanted to update & maybe someone out there will get something from this. I've been an active addict since Feb/Mar 09'. With 2 VERY brief periods of being clean. Sunday Aug 8th was the day I went cold turkey after abusing MANY drugs at the same time. I'm a mother of 3 children, a wife, work full time, own a home & lots of "toys" ( boat, 4 wheeler, motorcycle, etc...). I just about lost all of it. I've been clean for 20 days now. I'm enrolled in an Intensive Outpatient Program, M W & T for 3 hours a day, and I attend an NA or AA meeting whenever I can. I'll be honest I still think about it alot, it was my way of life for a long time, but I don't have the urge or obsession, thank God for family and prayer. I'm putting my life back together and it feels damn good. Sobriety is possible. I have alot of work to do yet, but I'm actually looking forward to it.
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