I found a new therapist on my Insurance and it took her two days to run Insurance and then after two days she told me no she can't see me
I have come to a statement that maybe I should stay with current therapist. This therapist is trying so hard to work with me. Minis feeling bad that she is trying to do and be better she is trying. I keep saying maybe that's why each time I try to drop her it doesn't work out.
For some reason my last email to her and you guys were aware of she has changed a lot. She even email something to read and I was shock. Plus during last week session she started to teach me things . I was double shock. I am smiling but impressed that she is trying to do and be better. It reminds me of my last therapist that told me that when she used to go away she was not on vacation but was talking training to become a better therapist for me.
My current therapist told me last year she will not be going on a vacation soon and now she tells me she is in a few weeks. Part of me makes me wonder if she is doing the same as my former therapist. I don't know but I just wonder. My current therapist is always starting over with me but she said its all good. Sadly people would tell them I teaches them things because even though I am good somehow what ever I do makes that want to do better.
E.g I think I drive my main case manager crazy BUT she said no I don't I just make her be better. Lol I laugh and told her sorry because I am an handful and she said no but a good handful. To be honest I am me all 1000% me. Cannot be any less
They don't pay attention to what you ask for. I said 50 miles and they are giving me guys from 300 miles or more. I can't do that. They get the money and time wasted. Guess I will get 6 cats and become crazy cat lady!