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Testing from tomorrow until Monday
It's the stressful time of the semester for me teaching death and dying classes to nursing students at my community college. We have 3 big exams in the course between August and December and starting tomorrow I give mine on Elizabeth Kubler-Ross's book about the 5 stages of grief. I've had 2 students who have turned on their computer at live streaming class time for 5 weeks, but won't turn on their computer's camera so I can see them, won't turn on their microphone to respond when called on, and won't type back a response via chat during live streaming class time.
I found out one of them, AJS, was texting another female student named M. in the class during live streaming class today. I stopped class and got M. to give me his cell phone number he was texting from and called him by phone. There I got him to speak to me for the first time. He said he had technical problems with his computer and that was why he didn't show up on camera, answer via microphone,nor type back via chat during live streaming class time.
I told him to contact our college help desk for computer issues, but he said he didn't know how even though it's simple, like customer service on Amazon for shopping. Then I told him I have a friend who retired from IBM after 38 years there who is really savvy, and with my friend's permission I gave him my IBM veteran's email address.
We'll see if he gets help to get a webcam, a computer microphone, and a keyboard so he can show up on video, talk when called on, and type answers back on chat during live streaming class sessions, This is my first time teaching via live streaming ever with zero training, like it is for teachers around the world in this pandemic. It helps that most students turn their webcam and mike on fully, and type back when chatted with. Most even help me when I ask how to share a screen with a diagram or something else I used to show them in my face to face pre-pandemic classes in my physical classroom.
These 2 students not responding, though, has made matters difficult. I am teaching from home, so I can't walk them to my department secretary's office and leave them in her competent care. In fact, there are staffers at my college who have gone unresponsive during the pandemic, too, like these students. One of them happens to be the manager of our help desk. The staff she supervises haven't seen her since August because she comes in at 2am nightly and leaves before staff gets there in the morning. Because kidney disease makes me a high coronavirus risk I would understand that if she had a pre-existing condition like mine. But unlike me, it's not just that she avoids contact with possibly contagious people, unlike me she's unresponsive to emails from students, instructors like me, and her own staff over whom she is manager. Her department has fallen apart this month, then, which is why I gave AJS my veteran IBM friend's contact info if he didn't contact the college help desk.
The non-functioning of my community college as an institution right now is hard on us, what with services like the computer help desk not working well exactly when we need it most because we live stream now. I'm just really grateful that DS is working well through this time when people like me need it most because of pandemic stress burdening already long present PTSD stress. Support welcome as I give this exam to my classes starting tomorrow through Monday.
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I'nm exhausted. This doxycycline thing has ripped me apart and I'm eating crackers and water. I can't take (anything) or eat (anything) except saltines and toast and maybe unbuttered watery mashed potatoes. Are we sure the cure isn't worse than the possible disease?!?!And a week to go. ***Fun cures that WERE worse than the disease:ARsenic. Popular against STDs, which just compounded misery...

But no matter what,you always persevere and i so admire you for that.
The students (or parents) are paying money for the classes. It is up to them to see the value of participating. They get out what they put in.... and the test scores will reflect that.
Wishing you all the best!
Since I worked both in an ER in Chicago close to its major interstates I saw such patients often, and since I was assigned to the brain surgery unit there I saw their continuing care after the ER patched patients up. So I was really excited to treat my students to this film today.
Alas, it was not to be. I consulted earlier this week with a math professor friend about the technical requirements to show this video via live streaming from where I'm teleworking at home. But the app Windows makes available for sound to stream from a Netflix video live works on smartphones and iPads only. It does not download to a laptop, which is what I have to use for Windows 10 to run Microsoft Teams, our college's choice instead of Zoom.
Argh. My planned ending to the week fizzles out embarrassingly in front of a whole class of students live streaming that class. My Grey's Anatomy show does not work as a silent movie. Instead of getting to show all I'd prepared all week, I was left looking like an old, outdated, unprepared professor who just ought to retire already because he can't keep up with the times.
There's a kernel of truth to that. I'm doing my best, but this time technical trouble got the best of me. Now the first exam in the course on that book is supposed to run online, too, the test that this thread is all about. After failing to show the video today, I wonder if I set up the test properly now. Oh, boy, what a weekend it will be wondering about that. I have to work my part time weekend job at one if my two little churches this weekend as guest speaker via Zoom, so I'm wondering about that on Sunday, too.
What a final year of my 40 year career I am having.... Geez.
Sigh.
Sorry, Muji, once again not your fault. I try to use two laptops to test streaming logging in as a different user on both, one as the primary and the other as a participant. Your College needs to have technology available to teaching staff. Please be kind to yourself. You are a great teacher in so many different ways.
Thoughts and prayers for a smooth service on Sunday. And peace.