It's another sleepless night, wishing a spell would cast over me to send me into the unknown relm of dreams. I toss and turn as the memories of my tragic accident flood my head, what am I going to do, and why did I go through what I did, all questions that buzz in my brain. the feeling of numbness running through my brain and body, the pain still staying strong as it tears my mind apart peice by peice, will sleep ever come as I mutter over and over in my head. Sweet sweet sleep take me away to the relm of dreams, will I re-unite with the one I once lost not long ago, if only I could know. The darkness of the room plays tricks on my mind as I see the mangled wreck of what once was my car. The thoughts race through my mind like a lightning bold that cracks across the sky, "i should be dead, alongside the one that made me whole, in his arms we'd run off to eternity" but still I toss and turn, tormented by the beast, the one they call ptsd. sleep take me away to the relm of dreams where i can escape the monster tormenting my wakeful mind. Sleep never comes, it's only a fleeting feeling, floating just beyond my grasp.  It's another sleepless night, I must put up my best fight to lay these dark memories to rest. Alone in the dark on another sleepless night.