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I still feel awful restless. I haven't even worked out the travel kinks from Chicago and I am already feeling the urge to be on the road again. Maybe just 'cause my hippie truck (hatchback) was returned to me a day or three before I boarded the train. Dunno. Just know my feets be itchin and twitchin like a real. . . you know. . .
The Mississippi River Valley is still the enduring fascination, but this time my launch point is in the knot of rivers which wind like Methuselah's hair at the top of the delta region.
Sigh. You'd think I'd at least have enough sense to keep my fantasies out of subtropical swamps during the heat season. . .
Just rambling???
The Mississippi River Valley is still the enduring fascination, but this time my launch point is in the knot of rivers which wind like Methuselah's hair at the top of the delta region.
Sigh. You'd think I'd at least have enough sense to keep my fantasies out of subtropical swamps during the heat season. . .
Just rambling???
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I have never seen a map of Methuselah's hair. Hmmm.
Supportive vibes while you ramble out the restless
I've done that Mississippi delta trip. Wonderful. I've also done the Parana'-Paraguay-Uruguay-River Plate trip, too--another delta down where I'm from.
What is it about deltas? Something about rivers meeting the sea. Like how I hope my single individual life opens up into the great beyond some day, I don't know.
Yea, the river knot I am researching this week is where the Ouchita, Tensas and Little Rivers all come together just a few miles from where they run into the Red and Mississippi Rivers. I am having fantasies that it might be a good place to take my introduction to river navigation courses.
Where I grew up---literally, on our farm---you could dump out a pail of water *here* and it would eventually find its way to the Atlantic via the St. Lawrence River. Walk over to the other side and dump out a pail of water *there* and it meandered down to the Mississippi and out to the Gulf of Mexico. My fascination is in springs, apparently.... Hmmm...
Actually, Methuselah's hair works fine. I doubt they had combs and styling products, after all, and he probably didn't turn anyone to stone with a look....
Is this all a metaphor for the need to untangle the knotted interactions of the rivers in our lives? Or am I just high on chocolate?
I ramble the ridge and ponder... This way: Mississippi. That way: St. Lawrence.
My current river fantasy is literal. The 5 rivers I called by name here are only the West Bank of the Mississippi River Valley. A stunning portion of North America's water dumps into the river confluences which sit atop the Mississippi Delta, along with elements as varied as the desert iron deposits to the sub-arctic snow melts. Listing them all is either a massive log or metaphor. Since I am not in a documentational mood, "Medusa's Hair" is my metaphor for it this week. Forgive me, Methuselah, if I am still confusing your name with that freaky Greek chick. Me and names. . .
Within that river fantasy dwell the "Three Sisters" Two hydrogen and one oxygen. H2O. The three sisters have been breaking apart and coming back together since ??? the dawn of time??? Now there are some adventure stories I like to listen to. . . They include tales of being thrown in a sub-arctic farm yard and ending up in the West Texas gypsum quarry and. . . and. . . and. . .
This past September I got to go along as his interpreter to a scientific conference on water in Brazil. That's when we took side trips to follow those South America rivers I described in my earlier post, the Parana-Paraguay-Uruguay-RIver Plate progression south. My hometown of Montevideo sits on the River Plate where it is the widest river mouth in the world as it meets the South Atlantic.
There I got to show my best friend where, should I got first, I would like my ashes to be spread by the banks of that river. Like I said, where the river meets the sea.