(Do you mind if I say I LOL'd at "poop yourself"?)



3. Tomorrow really might be better than yesterday.
4. We'd miss you.

Reasons to live vs why not to kill yourself are two very different things.

Sometimes, reasons to live are harder to see. Reasons why NOT to kill yourself sometimes work better in the moment.

Why I didn't kill myself when I got darn close??? Because I thought killing myself would be the best way to punish my abusers- through guilt. But then, they ultimately would have won- because they'd still be living life, but I would be dead!

Glad I didn't do it. I've got two beautiful kids. If I never do anything else in life, I've got them.

That was the point haha n_n

TW: I did attempt. My hubby found me in time to stop the second cut. Or I wouldn't be here. Over a decade later. I'd have missed out on movies, music, several godkids, seeing my hubby win a big award in his field, finding a new career for myself after my accident.... I'd have missed out on so so much!

I'm always grateful Hubby found me. The next day wasn't great, but it was BETTER.

And who wants to poop themselves?! ;-)

I'm so glad your hubby found you, Leo!!
Thanks for sharing your experience. I'm glad you're still here!

How about not trusting the mortician to do your make up and hair???

Deli I
I'm with you on that, they are the worst.

nahhh, there's a million and one places up here where one could tuck-away, and never be seen again. disappearing is too easy.

Dead people are stinky, I will give you that.

Oh, and let's not forget---who is choosing what you wear?!?! EEK!

How about making funeral arrangements now? One for if it's an accident, one for natural causes, another for suicide?

If it's suicide, I'd wear a T-Shirt that says, "Maybe NOW you'll believe me when I said you're getting on my last nerve!"

I like it. Thank you.

The replies on this post were the absolute turning point of my day. Thanks for making my day easier XD

"Maybe NOW you'll believe me when I said you're getting on my last nerve!"

Deli your mind is hitting the rights lately with me. Thank you for my first out loud laugh today!.

This is such a serious, semi serious post, Thank you, lllovelyrecovery.

Honestly, I thought the post was offensive at first. But then I understood that sometimes, the best way to deal with the pain of it all is to see a punchline.

Humor heals.