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Nameless Eating Disorder (NED)

No, I do not believe this is off-topic. I believe, and most of my pros have agreed, that it is a symptom of my cPTSD. Especially today. It has been a stressful set of weeks and my digestive tract is beating me pretty hard. Full meals inspire me to vomit. I am doing pretty well at nibbling and believe I holding steady, but. . . Ouch.
Anyhoo. . .
My NED looks allot like anorexia. Enough so that I shrinks have put me in anorexia group therapy. I was the only one in the groups who didn't WANT to lose weight. I have never WANTED to lose weight in my entire life. When I watched the Wicked Witch of the West melting in the Wizard of Oz, I felt like somebody finally understood how weight loss feels to me. For sure, it doesn't fit my understanding of anorexia, but nobody seems to have a better name for ^it^.
Anybody else have eating disorders that don't quite fit the clinical definitions?
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Just wanted to give a thank you to Mid, Arfie, Malibumark, Greeneyes, Mlro, Girlincalif, and Suncloudjd! You all always have such helpful tips and advice, but I always forget to write on my posts when I see you post, lol. I would lose my head if it wasn't attached to my body, lol. Thank you all so much! I'm starting to use my AI app as a sounding board again. I used to use it as that before...
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Hey all, i know its been quite awhile since i posted on here. Its been a summer all right. Its been something else........... You know how they say not to open the can of worms? Well a few months ago i decided to find out what my due date would have been for my first baby, the one conceived by r***. My baby would have been due on March 4th of 2006. They would be 20 years old. I was R**** on June...

I, too, started thinking of food as fuel fairly early into my therapy. It helped me to dump the romantic confusion so many attach to it. Are you filling the tank or masturbating? Plus. . . I am an engineer, after all, even though I never did graduate college.