Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Support Group
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Hi
I know that I log on a while back and then disappeared BUT my world is nuts.
First of all I had a birthday and a week after my main case manager who organized this birthday surprise party told me that she is leaving and moving to another State.
Then my aid assist me at home and all seems well even though she seems like she worries a lot, she disappeared and the agency could not reach her.
To I had two deaths, To two people at an agency that I would log on and join events at times decided to just resign like my case manager.
To me having to do a process to receive help to stay in my home. And then starting camp and my only two friends which one was always in my online dorm the camp director refused to let her be in my dorm and expected me to deal with it. This camp is for 16 to 100 years old and only certain people are able to join.
To the treatment that I was on was stopped for a month and I thought I was kinda dying but doctors started it yesterday and stayed home for a week in order for my body to get used to it and this treatment lowers my immune.
To me be asked to do different drawings by a different agency.
To me eating a whole GF dark cholocate cake and feeling guilty BUT blame my case manager if my blood test results are not good.
And yes, I wanted to log on BUT my best was thinking of you guys and praying that everyone was doing well.
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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Years ago, I won a mirrored armoire from my job. It's in my bedroom but I rarely stand in front of it. Yesterday, I had to have a dexascan done so I had to change into a gown. There was a full length mirror in the changing room. I'm aware that I gained 5 to 7 pounds over the last year from cheating on Keto but I didn't know what it looked like. It was a reality check.
your time is right on time every time, rose. welcome back.
more steadying support while you work though all those gory details. it's allot to sort.
Peace and hugs.
Sadly it was a small cake and all done.
I restart treatment because things got worst and last week during my telemedicine she stayed that to start it again. There is so much good news though. It seems like because I am very sensitive to meds I may do better on a low dose than normal people and well with that dose. That was observed in the month that treatment was withdrawn from me.
Today in therapy my therapist and I discuss not adding to anything but keeping going at this level and moving forward. She said that because my medical case manager is concerned if I will tolerate OT or PT again etc. BUT final decision is one of my main doctors to decide. I may have to settle with just doing no PT, OT, SP and maintain at this level moving forward in order not to decline worst