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just trying to grin and bear it
cjpfaz
Been trying to grin and bear it but it's not working anymore. I am missing you guys. I shut down because my therapist is out of town until the 25th of october. I am using november's rent for october's rent. Worst case scenario i have cancer. Missed a lot of work sick and hours suck now. Not enough money to pay nov. rent, sorry said that. Just obsessing on that. Fiancee is not doing good. Car doing even worse. I got in touble at work. All that makes impossible to grin and bear it much longer.
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(((GIANT HUG)))
Okay, focus on the very next thing. Just the very next hurdle. It helps if you can do that.
You might be able to talk to someone where your therapist works about assistance.
Okay, okay... I Bee Have now...
Sustaining support while you work it through, cj. We have been missing you, too.