My parents are disowning me,
I've lost my mind, reasoning, memory, luck, privileges and my grandma who i realized made me who i am
i'm finished. i'm so stupid right now i cant even understand how to commit suicide. yeah i was riding on grandmothers brains which r gone now and so are mine. no coming back from this loss. no coming back. i'm done for... i lost it all in one week... what a cruel summer and what cruel parents
i did something bad but my intentions were good crazy as it sounds but the world is now wrecked and i think no country will take me in and no doctor will see me, no company will sell to me etc
also my parents will force me to work for them not for myself and you all will call me shit and say i deserve it. already my mom and dad have dumped me and i have retinal detachment too and no good doctor to go it. i will either go blind or need surgery
worst thing was losing my brains and grandma... never spoke to her in years now will never see her... my creator is gone no reason for me to live and suffer in this world that has begun punishing me already for my crime
whats your punishment for me
think i'm gonna be on mind drugs and shock treatment forever
this is the beginning of a neverending road of torture for me...
i missed victory by this much and again snatched death and defeat from jaws of life/victory
Mild. Looking for good one! Thanks.
We've had a great weekend. We met the grandkids for the first time and they are ADORABLE. They loved the pool here and we went swimming yesterday. My only issue with that is it is not a zero entry pool so not handicapped friendly at all. I met a goal which was to go swimming this summer although I am going to have to find a zero entry pool that i can use year around. I hope I continue to feel...