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its over for me. everyone is spitting on me

playboy1
playboy1

My parents are disowning me,


I've lost my mind, reasoning, memory, luck, privileges and my grandma who i realized made me who i am


i'm finished. i'm so stupid right now i cant even understand how to commit suicide. yeah i was riding on grandmothers brains which r gone now and so are mine. no coming back from this loss. no coming back. i'm done for... i lost it all in one week... what a cruel summer and what cruel parents



i did something bad but my intentions were good crazy as it sounds but the world is now wrecked and i think no country will take me in and no doctor will see me, no company will sell to me etc



also my parents will force me to work for them not for myself and you all will call me shit and say i deserve it. already my mom and dad have dumped me and i have retinal detachment too and no good doctor to go it. i will either go blind or need surgery



worst thing was losing my brains and grandma... never spoke to her in years now will never see her... my creator is gone no reason for me to live and suffer in this world that has begun punishing me already for my crime



whats your punishment for me



think i'm gonna be on mind drugs and shock treatment forever



this is the beginning of a neverending road of torture for me...



i missed victory by this much and again snatched death and defeat from jaws of life/victory

SimpsonsOK
SimpsonsOK
Playboy. your grandmother lives on in you. You know what she would be telling you at this time. I lost my parents before I was ready to be on my own, but knew what my father would have told me, as with others I have lost. Right now you have fallen into a deep, dark pit; all your energy is being used by your emotions, not leaving much for the intellect to use. You are still in such a raw stage of grief from the loss of your grandmother. You made a mistake, sounds like a big one, but you can slowly crawl out of this pit and make a life for yourself. Do you see how many people are here to support you in this journey? You have learned a hard lesson about "friends", and will choose better in the future. We respect you for putting your truth out to us. We will be here as your journey continues. Calming and comforting hugs all along the way.