My head chatter is all over the psychic map this morning. I feel like I am wandering through a Galactic Expo. Performers, vendors and Hawkers are calling for attention while social clusters move conversation to all corners of the Galaxy within earshot of one another. !Me duele la cabeza!
I am plying therapy tools which have worked for me in the past, but find myself wishing for new options or maybe just reminders of gems which are getting lost in the chaos.
Anybody? Am I even making sense?
I just wanted y'all to know that my therapist strongly agreed that I need to go inpatient. It's hard because 1. I was adamant to kill myself. So I'm angry that I caved in. And 2. I've fought so long and made a lot of progress last year. I was determined to NEVER go inpatient again. I feel like I've failed myself and my therapist. I feel like a worthless piece of s*^t. I'm fulfilling...
Mmm.... So many homes are dysfunctional, I don't know what judgement to say On the matterI spent years trying to work out all the types of abuse going on and overcoming it, finally created some positive feelings round my family then I saw spiritual beings inside them speaking to me saying "you have defeated me" (out of context, I was cleaning the house for my mum as she was ill, not sure why my...