Sitting quietly and passing you the box of tissues, Cry. Grief is a long and mysterious process.

Gentlest of support while you process.

I’m so sorry for your loss Cry
Gentlest of hugs

My condolences

Heartfelt hugs, Patti

I'm so sorry for your loss, too, Cry. We're here for you as you mourn him.

I don't know what it feels like to have that type of connection with anyone. I have been that connection/anchor for numerous people in my life. However, I don't know what it feels like to be on the receiving end of the devotion you had with your grandfather. I can relate to the loneliness you're feeling: simply not wanting to be bothered because "no one gets it!" It can be very debilitating (if you allow it to have its way). You are entitled to your grief (under the circumstances, it's necessary)... just don't sit in it for too long. Remember all that was good about your relationship with your grandfather - don't allow the "light of your memories" to die. In so doing, he'll always be with you.

Sincerely, Breeze! (Sending you a HUG!)

I'm so sorry for your loss. When the pain overwhelms the body it does go into "blank" mode. It happened to me when my mom died. I kept on going. Eventuslly I fell apart. Please know that you will fall apart. My best friend and her dad passing, it took her half a year to crash. I'm not wishing you harm. I'm saying it will come, so know that it will come. I am sending healing thoughts your way. I'm giving you a hug. Namaste.

I am very sorry that your grandfather has died. Triple hugs of support, cry. I understand that feelingbto pull yourself into a shell like a turtle and just be with your feelings and memories. Try to remember to drink some water, its so easy to dehydrate and make ourselves sick when the tears are comimngnthat much.

Your thoughts are very honest and heart rendering. Please know people don't die because they've done something wrong - we'll all die. Anger is a stage of grief, and it's necessary, and I'm glad you're getting your feelings out. No lie, this time is hard. Just keep hanging in there and talking about it, and having grace with yourself. Some moments you'll feel angry, others sad, others you won't believe it happened, but eventually you'll get to acceptance, and your heart won't hurt so much every day. Hugs :)