I think I am truly traumatized by my whole experience with mental illnesses since it all started profoundly 6 years ago. Things keep coming up and I can't get over it. I don't know how to move forward is as if I was addicted to hurting myself... I see no way out.
(Final Step!!)T-Time - Bound-How long will it take to accomplish this goal?-When is the completion of this goal due?-When am I going to work on this goal?
Today's the 9th day of being home recovering from my surgery, on a strict liquid diet the whole. Today it finally got to me, and I just wanted to sleep all day. Tomorrow a friend is coming by to drive me to see my surgeon for a follow up appointment. Hopefully, just getting out of the house for that will liven me up again. I'm hoping, too, that he'll let me out of the house after that for...