I am sorry this happened. As long as you/us understand and love one another, that is all that really matters. If someone else is going to love and accept you, that is up to them, not you. Just take care of you/us and everything will be just fine.

Wow.

I hope he's okay.

I hope you're okay, too.

I'm not guessing either will happen quickly, but ... I hope it happens as soon as possible.

I'm sorry, Blue. A lot has been riding on these plans, I know.

Waves of grief.

But...he threw us away, and to some degree? We feel horribly hurt but also...slightly freed.
We have looked out for his wellbeing a LOT...I'm surprised the PD over there does not know me by first name, I've called to have him hauled to the hospital enough.

Meanwhile, he has done very little of the hard work it takes to manage industrial-strength brain cooties.
We know that work well...and he ain't doing it.
He ignores stuff until it explodes on him.

He HAS quit drugs, but he's not doing the OTHER half-working on what got him on drugs in the first place!

Very surprised at feeling freed, because we still really love him. He discarded us for his own crazy reason, and...we don't deserve any of this. We don't.

Last we heard, PD. and ambulance were enroute.

...the police dispatcher thinks I ought to give up on him too..

He can reopen that door, but HE has to do the heavy lifting this time, I am totally exhausted.

I don't know that he's capable of that.

Oh, blue, how deeply disappointing, so deeply. I'm sorry that his response was a suicide attempt, both sorry for him and sorry for what that obviously has come to mean to you, too. Yeah, like you said, it's grief time. We're here for you, my friend. You're not alone as you grieve now, ok?

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Ouchie stuff. I am so sorry.

Keep sharing. Not good stuff to try to carry on your own.

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So sorry hun. I know how much this relationship means to you. Please take care of yourself, we are always here for you.