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There is a guy that comes to my house every time I'm alone and rapes me. He told me on Saturday that his ultimate goal is to break me. I'm out to prove that he can't do that but I'm having a hard time doing it. He raped me twice on Saturday and once 2 1/2 weeks ago. He said that next time he won't be coming alone. I think he's watching me because he knows when I'm alone. I'm really scared! My rents are going to be gone all day Wed and Thurs and that will put me home alone for several hours on both days. What happens if he comes back??? I have tried to report it but with our injustice system they won't take my word for it and he wears a condom so there is no evidence left behind. I almost wish he'd beat the shit out of me so that I can press assault charges. Guys I'm scared and I have no one that will listen. How am I going to get through this???
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Which explains the mysterious fevers and my extra fatigue. I'm so glad I pushed for answers.
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Due to my increased paranoia, anxiety, and a panic attack over the weekend, my psychiatrist has put me back in a full dose of Zyprexa until further notice. Every time I think I'm getting ahead something happens and it's back to square one. I knew he was gonna do this but I can't help feeling disappointed. It is what it is.

As soon as he shows call the police and don't open the door.
My prayers are with you
You have to call the police as soon as you see him arrive and don't open the door. You can't give up but you need to build a case. This is why you have to keep calling the police. Just him trespassing is illegal in it's self.
Do you know this person from before? Try to get a restraining order.
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Scott
And props to TeamDS for actually doing something productive today