Please just give me some support right now... I'm the strong one in my family and I'm just a kid, its' so hard to be alone and I'm so tired of beign responsible. I need someone to take me into their arms without scaring me, and know what happened and hold me and promise it'll be okay becuase right now I don't feel okay, I'm scared because I'm going numb to how I feel, it's like I'm a human robot and I can't even cry if I want to. I just really really need some prayers please thank you I'm so grateful for this forum everyone here is amazing and i'm sorry, I'm not trying to fall apart I'm just so so alone
I turned to someone here many years ago when i was just 17 years old. They knew id been abused and choose to go on and take advantage of me and abused me. All i wanted was a dad figure. I couldnt see it back then but ive realised it now and makes me sick. How can people go on to abuse the abused. Makes me sick.
Im back after being away sometime. I need to think about alot of things. Like my life where I'm going and who with. My job is it best for me or do I need to do more. The people I have around me are they good for me or not. My depression has gotten wores and I have relapsed with my drug use. I feel bad for it like I failed. I haven't seen my counselor in a long time because if the bad...