Hang in there and remember you do matter!

Maybe that numbness is what my therapist calls "dissociating," qwertyuser, that emotional defense mechanism PTSD gives us to get through when things are just too much. Like when we're trying hard not to fall apart, as you say. If so, I've dissociated under stress like that, too, I had to be the strong one in my family as well. You can count on our daily strength for you, in turn. We're here for you.

Rocking you gently and crying with you Qwerty. . . It's okay to be just a kid. Gammy's got ya. Just cry it out.

We're here for you.

If I was near you I would hold you and say things will be okay, it takes time, but I will hold keep you in my prayers. Just know that you have a lot of support from friends here on Daily Strength, we love you and if we could will hold you and not let anyone hurt you.

Prayers are with you. You are not alone. I've felt this way for some time. What really helped me was a weighted blanket. They make you feel like someone is hugging you without the risks. Only problem is they can be pricey. Wellworth the money though.

Gentle hug and a blessing..... You are in my prayers sweetie....xo

I wish we could all just form a circle of love all around you, sending you courage strength and hope. Although we can't be there physically, we can still do the next best thing and be with you in spirit.

You are too young to have to bear this responsibility. Although you may feel you are isolated and alone, all of us are right there with you. As the "responsible adult" of 12 years old in my family, I felt so isolated and alone. There was so much confusion that I couldn't even bring a friend home.

That was eras ago, and these days there are support groups like this one, where you can write your heart out, and we all understand. Congratulations on taking this step. We are here for you and please, please keep writing, even it is the same thing over and over again.

Is there a loving, open minded, open hearted church near to you? I am not trying to force religion on you, but one of the lifesavers of my life was an active church group that was close to my house. Nobody knew my problems in those days, but it was wonderful to be able to be a kid with other kids for a few hours a week. Just a suggestion.

Sending you Courage, Strength and Hope for today. Light Peace and Love

I promise you that I am praying for you right now, and every single morning. I am praying that your spirit will rise out of the anguish and confusion around you and soar on the wings of light, love, peace and hope.

I think you can do this, one hour and day at a time. I think you will get better because you clearly can name the problem, put clear, powerful words to your feelings and lack of them and express and discharge your frustration and anger at your circumstances. In my opinion, this might mean you are not confused about yourself as you are the strong one in an environment that appears like it is failing you.

Being a kid and being in charge is just not fair. You need to try really hard to get help from a Doctor or Dementia group in your area. Your life does not to be stolen like that of your loved one. Please try to get help. It is out there. There's not a lot we can do when we are caring for a spouse that is in their 80's and the caregiver is in their 70's but you sound to young to take this on. Try to find a geriatric doctor if you loved one is willing to go. Sending Hugs KJane

It's not that my parents have Dementia or anything, they just can't take on what I would need them to.... they're less equipped to deal with what I could tell them than I am. It sucks but I have to protect them, they rely on me. It's just lonely sometimes. Thanks everyone that meant more than you know

And everyone is a mandated reporter, so I can't tell them. I'll be alright on my own :)