thats normal. it may take time to get used to it. but....

YAY!!!!!!!! try to enjoy it!!!!

That is great! I loved it when my anxiety subsided with medication. I felt like I could finally live my life. So freeing.

I must say though, I never did miss it. I wonder if what you are feeling is 'missing the familiar' and not actually the anxiety.

No it is not crazy. My therapist told me, "you get so use to feeling bad that it becomes the norm." He further explained it like the battered wife syndrome, read a bit on this subject and it will give you some insight. We actually become addicted to feeling bad. That is where we are stuck, others move on, but we stay there for some reason and relive our traumas to keep the feelings alive. To keep us stuck. Of course we don't want this but we are stuck, our mind loops and loops. When we do get out, we feel uncomfortable and go back to what we know, what feels comfortable even if it is feeling bad,

I am glad you are having a good day. The more you get out of the anxiety days the more comfortable it will feel. Go slow and rest a lot so you do not wear yourself out.

Enjoy!! Congrats on walking through the door to see what is on the other side

No, it's not crazy. In fact, I can wind myself up "waiting for the other shoe to drop," so to speak. Anticipating the bad that will end the good. Like CC said, it's because the bad got to be the norm. SunCloud from here at DS PTSD recommended a book for me that I ordered called Learned Optimism. It's about how to learn a better norm.
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http://www.amazon.com/Learned-Optimism-Change-Your-Mind/dp/1400078393

Ill just reiterate what everyone else said it's not crazy in fact maybe missing if after having it for so long is the norm. Lol Be kind and gentle with yourself. You deserve it. Yay

Go easy, etc. As all above have said. I spent a month freaking out about how much I *didn't* feel anxiety when my meds started to kick in---I was so used to feeling so freaked out that not feeling freaked out felt weird to me!

OK, that almost made sense, LOL.

Go easy on yourself. It's adjustment. Takes time and self-care.
Purrs,
Leo

i have been there and felt what your feeling good news enjoy hugs min

Another voice in the choir here. I do baritones...

A change -whatever the judicial summary of the change- in the system produces a whole new equation which must be re-worked from scratch, old habits which are now counter-productive and a new system which must be learned.

The good news is that learning can be fun. Gentle support as you tackle the learning curve.