I'm told I have Complex PTSD by the professionals, among other issues... covered by other support groups, I don't really know how to deal with it other than the way I've been dealing with it forever which is mostly boozing...  To be honest I haven't read through other threads other than a few topics, but I figure the best way forward is just to dive in, I struggle everyday with memories, thoughts that torment me, it's like I'm reliving the terrible moments of my past every waking moment and in the nights if I do finally fall asleep from exhaustion or drinking myself to sleep I have nightmares and night terrors that wake me, it's been a year almost now since I "Officially" lost my mind, I found a resource throught a resource which brought me here, and I was sick of all the therapist atypicle responses so I don't know if this will do any good but here's to hoping, I suppose.