Hi guys. I am not okay at this moment.
I was recently hospitalized for another depressive episode, mostly suicidal. I am back on my meds. I'm having a hard time adjusting back to them and back at my parent's place. However, I have a dilemma that I can't stop obsessing about.
I know there is something wrong in my body, besides the usual. I've been experiencing pains I've never experienced before and I am more seclusive. I'm irritable, angry, extremely sensitive, major concentration problems, I can go on. I've been doing research and it looks like it matches up with the symptoms of fibromyalgia. All I can see is my pain and sickness. It's all consuming. I want to hide.
Any words of encouragement, prayers, advice, I'm all for it. Thanks.
Ok, someone had way to much time during the quarantine. Did you know that COVID-19 had a Top 20 playlist? Well take a look at this. Do you have a song that could be added to expand the playlist? My song is: by Taylor Swift "You'll Get Better" https://youtu.be/tMoW5G5LU08 Wishing you wellness and safety today and always.
Does anyone else feels like your body went numb and you can't feel the same sensations as before.. how do you cope with that and does it go away ?