I feel that the last 24 hours stress has put me back to day one of healing. I dont want to live yet I wont kill myself. I just want to cry and dissapear......I guess that my man thinks I should have progressed faster. That if I just go to AA i will be healed even if I dont drink often the 12 steps can heal me. I really feel like I cant meet his expectations...I almost told him to put the gun away but I did not.. I still think about it though.....
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