It's funny how one text message can change everything. I was sitting at a party with my fiancee and our friends, planning our wedding. We were dreaming about our future and remodeling the house we just bought. We were talking about babies and life together. I was laughing and I was truly, genuinely happy.
"I miss you, honestly." That is all it took for me to lose years of progress recovering from an abusive relationship.
One text message from my ex and I feel myself slipping back into a person that I never wanted to be again. I find myself wanting to be with a man who has done nothing but destroy me every chance he has ever gotten. "I miss you" is all it took to make me doubt myself. Those words playing on repeat in my head. The anger and betrayal and the hurt has slipped away. The walls I've built have fallen. He is back and I don't know if I'm strong enough to not let him back in.
Has Anybody ever Recovered from PTSD, Anxiety and Depression and How did You do It ?? Thank You for Your Input Really need Help Sincerely Ann
I am still living with my dad. For those who have not seen my posts, he is a verbally/emotionally abusive man. I have become emotionally numb to his temper and outbursts. I know it is better than being homeless and that and the fact that I aspire to secure full-time employment, keeps me motivated. Please pray for me? I truly hope that things get better for me and everyone else out there that is...