My 11 yr old boy is struggling and its tearing me apart. He goes too vet daily for fluids and meds but this is temporary. The vet says he's not being tortured that he could pull through .. my emotions are a mess. He is my little man my void too fill when kids go e..it's like looking them all over again. I'm very empathic and this is kicking g my butt. I blame myself for his sicknees cause never took him too vet before. Money is always an issue..now I'm there daily.. I haven't left the house in weeks except for work and that is only five hrs a day. Rest of time I'm a wreck that today will be the day that vet will say we are done..I thought it was coming a few times these last week's and I lost it..I'm so scared and selfish and I do t wanna loose my boy.
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