This breaks my heart to be typing this on here again. Last night I was rushed to the ER after my mother called 911. I couldnt move my hands, they had went numb and then my mouth and throat went numb and I lost of my speach. I had just turned 8 weeks pregnant on tuesday. I have been and had 2 ultrasounds done and they couldnt find anything so i was having to go back every two weeks. When they took me in last night that did an inside ultrasound and they wouldnt let me see anything or tell me anything.By then it was almost 2 in the morning and I had a pouding headache, my mom was at home with my boys while my hubby to be came up to be with me. They did some tests and came back that my hormone level was two high. about 1 they gave me some morphien (sp) for the pain i was feeling in my head, i was having a bad headache. then about 3 the doctor came and told me what was going on and that i was having a misscarriage. they said the numbness is from the pinched nerve in my neck. i just let it all come out right then and there. i couldnt believe that it was happening again to me just a few weeks later than last year. October has two of my Angels in heaven looking down on me and i think this time i am going to break. i have two wonderful amazing boys at home with me, but now i feel like a part of me of me is gone. My hubby to be is amazing, his has been taking care of the boys today so i could stay in the bed and rest. i have only been out of the room for minutes at times.
My dad told me to talk to a doctor bc he is afraid that this happened now, that if we tried to have another baby,tht i could get worse and lose all feelings for good and not be able to do anything with my kids and i dont want that. i am just so lost right now and dont know what to do anymore. i need help.