Male Incest Survivors Community Group
This group is created for males that have survived and/or are experiencing the abuse of incest and/or other types of sexual abuse. We are here to support one another and work as a group to further our healing process.
Well, I cannot tell if this group is active or not. so I will post and see if I can get any replies. When I was 12 I was seduced by my older brother, who was 15. I have figured out from reading that it would be considered abuse, even though i was a willing partiicipant. I was naive, knew nothing. But physicall i enjoed it all and wanted to please. and now, 40 years later I find myself thinking about it all the time. Even to the point of considering sex with other men
Color me confused and conflicted.
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Middy is off for a bit so if anyone needs a CL please just give me a shoutSending a big hug...xo
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I was sexually assaulted as a kid. I find it hard to accept that another person's actions caused me so much harm. He made bad choices and now I am paying the price. Stupid PTSD!
I was molested at the age of 5. The guy who did it really made me feel bad cause my body enjoyed the touching, and he told me a was liking it... But I didn't. And I might not be fighting back, but that doesn't make me 'willing'.
Your brother know what he was doing, and didn't care who he hurt. And then when you 'enjoyed' it, he used that against you to make you feel bad about yourself.. But since he made you 'feel good' you kept going back...maybe even looking forward to it...
You truly are not alone.. I was violently raped by a kid younger than myself.. But he showed me attention, even afterwards he did...
I understand... Message me if you want to talk....
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