Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
Work is keeping me busy and I do an hour walk after work everyday. I chat with friends and my aunt and have started going to weekend church services. Not sure why my heart loves pain. I know Mr K wasn't the best match. But I've listened to several podcasts about how breakups are physiological as much as mental...something about connection to the neurons.... Anyway, I unblocked his number ...but I haven't reached out... hard staying strong....what the heck.....
I have other friends....but something about K that keeps pushing me back. While walking at the mall today I almost bought him a shirt that reminds me of him. I thought of mailing it to him with a love note. BUT, after several minutes of contemplating I put it back on the rack
I don't remember grieving this hard for my husband. Maybe it's because time has soften the loss (almost 6 years)
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Due to my increased paranoia, anxiety, and a panic attack over the weekend, my psychiatrist has put me back in a full dose of Zyprexa until further notice. Every time I think I'm getting ahead something happens and it's back to square one. I knew he was gonna do this but I can't help feeling disappointed. It is what it is.
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Well, good morning to you!Today is National Roller Coaster Day. Are any of you going?It's also National Tell-A-Joke Day! Come up with some and share!I'm not bright with jokes these days, but I'll start:"Today I ordered a chicken and an egg from Amazon...I'll let you know." :D
Sadly people combat this by pushing people away
Big hug Mel