I don't know what your spiritual beliefs are but I really believe that we are never alone. We all have a guardian angel that takes care of us whenever we ask. I talk to mine every day and I always get replies mostly in the form of dreams. Try it, you will get an answer, you will be surprised but you will get and answer!

God Bless

I have made some friends recently just by walking around the block daily. Everyone is still at home due to virus, and I was also feeling very much alone. While the new friends are superficial, It feels good just checking with Each other.

This is just one idea....this site has given me lots of encouragement to seek out social interaction even if it means from a distance.

We’re not alone....I’ve learned to love my own company, and when my soul needs topping up, I reach out to God.....and I find it also helps to take Vitamine D

Is your daughter just mad at you now or is she totally estranged with no chance of reconciliation? If the former, maybe you can patch things up.

No gal pals? You must have at some time had some friends. Could you look up some old friends and see how they're doing.

You might also look into groups like meetup. If you are religious, church is a good place to make friends.

Do you suffer from any mental illness? I only ask because I do and I find it can be very isolating. My daughter is a major trigger for me in that if we aren't talking to each other or I feel I've angered her, I immediately go to scuicidal ideations and wish I'd never been born. Obviously there's a lot to that story, but I do understand the unbearable pain that is caused when estranged from your daughter.

Hope you feel a tad better today. Thinking of you!

So now my daughter is not speaking with me. My mental illness is too much for her to deal with. I am in a dark place. Feels like this is always going ng to be this way and I’ll never be able to be myself around her. So I don’t know how to be around her at all. This sucks.