I live on my own now after a heartbreaking breakup with my partner and I feel extremely lonely and to add to the problems, my family is going though some hard times where some family members are not even speaking to each other, which makes me feel even lonelier not having any family stability. I have never felt lonely before, never knew how terrifying solitude is till now. I am trying not let myself fall into depression as I find myself less motivated each day and all I want to do is to stay in bed watching shows while time just passes by.
I dont feel alive. I feel like to one cares about me. I feel like such a loner. A social loser.
How do you change your solitude without forcing people to be there for you and love you?
After a ghastly April and May, we were rewarded this long weekend with a consistent picture perfect blue sky. I went into the weekend feeling uplifted and hopeful while visiting the fam, but then things came crashing down and I felt anxious and dejected. And it was all in my head. I sit here now, exhausted, body tense, and face feeling heavy after being in a terrible mood all day. The rain is...
so I was doing great fir several weeks and this am the anxiety has reared it’s ugly head. I’m so thankful for these virtual walls of this site. I’m feeling better already with just reaching out and sharing my thoughts. I’m sure I would’ve been in fuk blown panic mode if this site didn’t exist. Just sharing with others how I truly feel and what I’m going through helps. Im not alone.