Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
if i offend anyone with this discussion, i am sorry but here goes. I am lonely because i have no love given to me at all, i give all my love to my family and to my friends, yet they have a better life than mine. I have some friends who are always buisy doing stuff with their girlfriends and stuff, i understand that. I have never had a girlfriend, maybe i am just too ugly to get one, i have a job, i am smart, i speak 5 diff languages, i am a nice guy, yet i see no reason to try to feel lonely if i can make it stop, so i tried to kill myself, sadly it did not work and am still stuck here on this earth for no reason anymore. My liver is failing and is in the final stages of making my body collapse, i will be happy when i can just send my mothers ashes to her home country so she can finally be in peace, that is probably only reason i still try to stay alive, i know my life is pointless now. im 21 years old, never done anything stupid, yet i am a failure at life for not being allowed to be loved i guess..... anyways im a guessing i have less than 5 years left of my life before i die, i dont really mind dieing, sure i never experienced sex and stuff, but i dont want to have a kid on my name and never teach him how to grow up. kind of sucks to be me lol. i made a lot of good friends and am glad the way things have gone but loneliness will end up killing me in the end even if i do survive. so there really is no point for anyone that is healthy to wallow in your sadness there is always a reason for things in this world but i guess god did not make me wanted to be in a relationship and have kids i guess. well that is about it, i am sorry for others that feel lonely, it is truly a horrible experience to go through and that is just how life is, but sometimes it doesn't have to be so long. thanks for listening.
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So mad at Xfinity! They're trying to charge me $115 per month for the same service I had been paying $50 the last four years. I took the equipment to UPS for shipping and cancelled my subscription today! Next door was a cookie shop called Crumbl. I had heard of it before but never went in until today. I don't need one more sugar fix, but maybe it will help with my sad) grieving heart....$15...
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I know this is stupid, but after not being able to find a job after graduation for almost two years, I ended up just taking an online teaching job because I couldn't find anything in my field. I was trying to get out of teaching and I feel so devastated. I felt this crushing feeling when I signed the paperwork and when I was in the meetings. I know that sounds so dramatic but it is how I felt. It...
Sorry I am sad you are not willing to give life a go for the gusto attitude...I know for me after my second failed attempt to off myself I decided that was dumb and would not try it again but the thoughts often come to me and the fears come to me too...I get very deeply depressed about lack of money more than anything else and that is when those feelings come...but up to today no further attempts and no true desire to die....and that is a good day....hugs bill
(1) You did have a girlfriend.
(2) Just because your friends may have a better life then you does not mean they do not love you.
(3) Postive things, that you said about yourself.
You have a job
You are smart
You an speak five languages (Not spell right, but that ok I can not spell)
You are a nice Guy
(4) Your life seems pointless, but you are only 21
(5) You never did anything stupid. Yet I have to disagree with that. Trying to kill your self was not a smart thing, even though I understand. Maybe I say that because I always wanted to kill myself. I guess in some ways I did try. I drank alot and always drove hoping I would get in a wreck and die. I did not think that I could end up killing someone else. Just wanted not to live mine. I quess God had other plans for me cause I'm still here.
(4) You have a job
None of us know how long we have to live. We could be here one second and gone the next.
God may or may not want you to be in a relationship, but you are only 21 so who knows what God really has plan for you.
Like I said, I very glad to hear from you. I hope you live long enough to have all the things you want in life. I hope I live long enough to hear about them.
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Take care