Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
God does like to hurt me. I do blame others. It is a conspiracy to keep me miserable. I remember the old days when I was the only kid on the block without anybody that cared about me. Fast forward 30 years. Nothing has changed. A few low quality relationships that sucked anyway. Big deal. I hate people. You can't trust anybody. Then I see these bloody couples walking down the street. I hate them too. All God has to do is give me someone decent. I guess that is a myth. There is no one that is decent, especially since I'm not considered "cool" and money is a problem. Don't ask me to care about humanity at all. I know you don't care either. So whatever.
I am so filled with self hatred, that at times it slips out and I throw away people that I shouldn't throw out. It has to do with me and my perception of myself, not them.
You've received some great advice in these posts. We can't change the world to make ourselves happy. We have to go down the long road of changing ourselves to accept happiness and friendship.
I know EVERONE else can't be the problem. Just doesn't make sense. It must be me who needs to change into a person who accepts myself and that change will allow me to believe that others care and accept me.