married for 18 years found a year ago that my wife had a emotional affair. She said it was someone she meet during a appointment with a client. She denied it for a long time until I showed her cards I found in the house. Then she admitted it and said there was no sex. But it almost happened one time. The cards were extremely intimate,quotes like I know we can’t be together now but ur my soulmate. I love u. She said the affair happened in aug 2016-march2017 I asked her why she would bring the cards in the house. She said they were old and she forgot about them.i confronted her in Aug 2017 with  the cards. Needless to say the ensuing months have been difficult I love my wife and have never cheated on her my trust is gone I’m trying to trust but it’s hard. It’s been 7 months and still have trust issues. During these months I found more things that and it’s like what next I have more to say and explain but want to make sure someone is out thier