i am so very very sorry. i know the pain....we were at the end last march also and then were very fortunate to get the chance to try IVF completely unexpectedly....but know the feeling of it being "the end"...

when you get home have a good cry....big hugs coming your way.....

I am so sorry that you are going through this. It is so unfortunate that the financial burden of IF takes over. I completely understand how you are feeling-I too am beginning to panic about how we will pay for treatments beyond next month, and am not sure it will happen. My thoughts are with you...

I totally understand you. After applying at multiple places for financing and not getting enough anywhere, my husband and I have decided that IVF is not for us, not atleast for now.

Its heartbreaking and I felt like I am never gonna function normally again, but miraculously I feel much better after a good cry and a lot of comfort food (I am running it all off now :-))

It is crazy to me how expensive this all is and how few employers provide insurance that covers any of the procedures or even drugs you need to go through this journey. I am really struggling with all of this and it doesn't help that I seem to be unable to cry at the moment, I think I may be out of tears (if that is possible). Thanks for the support ladies I really appreciate it!

i'm sorry to hear that. but on a bright note while you are looking into adoption there are different kinds and there are grants and other things you can check into to help pay for adoption. i started checking into adoption after we lost our triplets and my doc at the time told me i couldn't have anymore kids.
my husband and i have talked alot and there is alot of praying all the time. we decided to try one last time with my new doctor as our insurance doesn't cover any of it either, and if it doesn't work then we are totally open to adopting. my one nephew was adopted and my baby sister was adopted. there are alot of good books out there to read that can help alot when thinking about adopting.
there are alot of good web sites as well. i hope this helps. stay strong. i believe that we have been threw the things we have for a reason even though we don't understand why, and i believe that the lord has a special little one out there for us we just don't know when we might get to meet them.just stay positive. i really hope this helps.

I know how it feels to want to crawl into bed and cry and never come out from underneath the covers. I don't have an insurance coverage at all and I am going to go through as many IUI's at my doc will let us! She didn't seem that positive about the whole thing and I don't think she'll let us go through 6 cycles.

We do not have the money for an IVF and since there are no guarantees with that either, it will be very difficult for us to come up with $9000. We would have to take out a bank loan, and if no baby is conceived from it I would be so devistated.

I am so sorry for how you are feeling right now, the pain is almost unbearable. I share the same dread of feeling like this is the end of my journey...it sucks! Please stay strong and if you can afford to adopt then that is awesome. Good luck and believe in yourself, because after all that is all we can do! xoxo

My heart breaks for you hon. Never give up on your hopes and dreams of having your own kids with your husband. You are still young and anything is possible!

I know adoption is ridiculously expensive. DH and I looked into that and I'm adopted myself so my mother is supportive of us deciding to adopt. We are going to try IUI and see where that gets us...but then I don't know.

Stay positive and imagine yourself with your own baby in your arms beaming up at you! IT WILL HAPPEN! Keep praying!

You are in our thoughts and prayers.