You're a step ahead of me. My cousin had a baby girl this morning and not only am I sad for me, but I can't even pretend to be happy for her. This journey really sucks.

That is really hard. There's no easy way to get through it... I am in the process of being forced into planning a baby shower for my brother and his wife... This all stinks. *hugs*

I completely understand. One of my good friends struggled with infertility for three years, and they got pregnant a year ago, right when we started our fertility treatment. I had to block her and her husband on Facebook because I couldn't take all the pregnancy posts and birth pictures.

OMG, I know how you feel. I wish I could b happy but I just can't. I thought I was the only one that went through these emotions. I really hope it helps you to knowthat you're not the only one that is going through the motions. I really wish there was something I could say or do for you that could help you.

You are doing better then me. I have a friend who just got married and been trying for 2 months and is pregnant. I am trying to be happy for her but can't say I am. I even wish for the chance to really try to get pregnant but I am just finishing Chemo for non-hodgkins lymphoma so I do not even know when I will get a chance to try. It breaks my heart as I know it sounds bad but I feel I deserve it more then her and would love to be able to have a baby.

I know how you feel. It seems like everyone of my friends decided to have a baby at the same time I am beginning my journey that has been hell so far. It hurts me every time I see them posting pictures of their kids. Sometimes I feel like I am being punished for everything I did as a child.

There is not much we can say to make the other feel better but all we can do, is be there for one another and I am sure that is why we are all here.

My brave girls,
My name is Anastasia Sputnik. I went through the hardships of 15 IVF treatments over a 7 years period. My entire life was, is and will be marked by that battle. Fortunately, I got my beautiful daughter and I was inspired to write a book about my journey. I felt that my story shall not be wasted, convinced that many women, couples and even fertility practitioners could benefit from reading it; they will be able to gather new information and learn some lessons from my experiences. We have each other. I wish you all the best and don't give up!

Sorry you are having a tough time right now. I know exactly how you feel....always wondering what it's like to be in someone else's shoes who has had the fortune of experiencing being pregnant and giving birth.
Big Hugs!