Hey folks, well first off just wanna say thanx for all of your responses to my post. Feels really good when u have others that show that they genuinely care. Well i did wanna let everyone know that i did go to my appointment on Monday & i guess u can say that it went ok if thats what u wanna call it. I mean when she finally came in the room she might have asked a cpl of questions looked at a cpl of my affected areas & basically did the typical ol' try this antibiotic & this cream or lotion & cleanser & there's pretty much nothing else i really know to do. Well that didn't really feel too good.

I'd finally thought that i had found somebody that was new & that would be able to give me a little more input for a change, but yea i guess not. I guess the one good thing that did come out of it was that she did put a referral in for me to see the plastic surgeon & they called me the next day to set me up to go the class that's a pre-req for me to go to now that i've switched over to Kaiser. I mean everything has been moving very fast for me considering i just switched over to Kaiser a cpl weeks ago & i've already seen 2 different docs within a week, so i cant complain too much about that.

But now the downer part is that now that i have all of this stuff moving quickly for me, now my insurance is getting ready to get cut again because i am still off work on disability & i don't have enough hours left that were donated to me by co-workers to help me keep my insurance. So that really really sucks right about now. When i found that out again all i could do was cry. Don't care about the money, i just want to be able to keep my ins. so i will be able to take the steps needed to get rid of this devastating disease as much as possible. I really thought i was doing something for a change, damn how devastating.

But like i said all i can do now is just keep my head up & stay as strong as possible. Hard as it may be i know i must do it. Well SOOO SORRY for making this so long, but once again just had so much to say, there's just so much going on as u all know very well. Now i'm just getting ready to suck it up once again & go back to work in worse condition that i was before i left 8 months ago so i can keep this ball rolling. I can't afford to stop again like i had to do a few months ago when they cut my ins., i just have to continue to stay strong.

Like i've said before, i just wanna say THANK U to everybody for all the support, appreciate it a whole bunch. I will continue to keep everyone updated on everything.