ive met a guy that I’ve got the most incredible connection with I feel so incredibly comfortable with him and I can totally be be. We are so compatible and it’s is like absolute fireworks when we are together
our sex is literally the best I’ve ever had we both like the same things love to explore and like to continue to please for as long as we both possibly can. It is amazing.
BUT there is massive buts. He doesn’t want a relationship. I know he’s seeing other females. He isn’t always honest with me. I know he lies to me. I know he puts other girls before me.
worst of all I can see myself falling for him.
but it’s so hard to give it up finding that connection where it is absolute fireworks and the things you want to do to each other... it’s crazy
but then when he up and leaves me I kinda feel like he should have left some money at the door or just thrown it at me and I get so upset about it as I’m no whore. But I totally crave him
I don’t know what to do. Am I digging myself grave? Is there any way I get stop caring feeling being hurt?
help so confused
Last night....didn't go great to say the least. I've been reading the posts and doing a lot of reflecting. So I wanted to thank everyone for sharing their journey.
I am a married bisexual man. My wife knows that I have had sex with men before we met. I have been faithful to her since I started dating her and desire to remain faithful to her. When she found out I was had been with men she ask me many questions about my past as related to giving oral sex to men. I have been very open and honest about what I have did, what I liked, what turned me on...