so, somehow i managed to do even WORSE on the muscle test than i did the bones. i barely passed this test at all. i think it is time to just let bygones be bygones and admit that i am just not cut out for school and quit. well, i already KNEW i wasnt cut out for it. i was just at the top of the list for stupidity when i let other people push me into something that i already knew i cant do. i may as well of believed that i could fly and jumped off the empire state building.

Des you are a beautiful and smart woman. You only do bad on the test because your negative thoughts make it a reality. If you think positive then positive will come. What happens is a result of negative/positive thoughts. And when you think negative you tend to do bad and when you think positive you tend to do your best. and excel. Sorry des but I am not gonna sugar coat this. We all know you got what it takes and yet you let yourself give into negative thoughts.

recon, as much as i appreciate that, it is just not true. i have been busting my ass on studying. it has nothing to do with negative thoughts. i walked into the test feeling pretty good and walked out feeling pretty good. i knew i didnt get an A. but i really thought i at least pulled a C. i was shocked and pissed when i found out a didnt. Sometimes you just have to admit your short-comings. i have a few, but obviously retaining and testing any kind of knowledge is one of mine. like i said, i know my limitations, and i knew that this was going to be one. i just gave in to peer pressure and did it anyway. story of my life. cant even spare myself the dignity of just saying, "yeah, i cant do that and it's okay." i have to push it and show the world how embarrassing it is that i cant.

Well then, *hugs* now let's go eat chocolate. Chocolate is the answer to everything. :)

Don't you quit Des... Stick this next semester out.. It will be hard, you will have failures, but you will also be learning... You are not stupid at all, by any means...I HAVE FAITH.

Received payment for my PS3 lot just a little bit ago. Now I NEED to fall asleep so I can wake up and go to the post office before it closes tomorrow. :)

My youth, my invincibility, and my weight appear to have vaporized. Stepped on the scales last night and WHOA, has the winter hibernation been bad for me or what? Someone PLEASE give me the name of a good pill that will replace exercising, and pronto! Please. :)

Whoops, my weight has NOT vaporized. It has anti-vaporized.

As sunlight crept in the hospital room this morning, the dawn of a new day, a truly spring day, I listened closely to a myriad of sounds. There was a slow hiss of my mothers oxygen, the bustle of night shift employees catching up, a muffled cough and a persistent thump? My own heart, beating steadily. Though these past few Weeks have been trying, others in this world are so much less fortunate than I. I still have a purpose on this earth, someday, I will know what it is.

WOW! $40 someodd just to ship my console and games to the person! I looked up the USPS boxes and no matter what I put in them it's one flat rate. So I edited by 360 auction to fit that as well as revised the title so it would attract more people.

On a side note I got some Dr Pepper to drink. At least with my PS3 auction I sold it for a substantial amount so I'm not really hurting. Ada put enough on my card to cover the shipping, and what I get in April that will be deducted from the total $100. Now for my Xbox 360 games to sell and I got enough for my Astros.

I Ike piercings, but every time I see someone with a nose ring, i always have to do a doube take. Always think its a booger on their nose at first.

LOL Viv, so if they have a tongue ring does that mean they ate their booger?

No because their tongue ring isn't the first thing you see when you see a person.

I do not like belly button piercings. That is all.

I had a belly piercing then I took it out for a month and it closed up.