I am SICK of snow!!!! It is freaking April. I might have to go shovel again and I had to dig my car out today. I am considering moving somewhere with a beach and an ocean.

Just sitting here listening to my Limp Bizkit station on Pandora Radio. Pretty good songs so far.

OH and I been playing Car Town Streets on my iPad mini. I found a 370Z, and used it and all my good cars to win all 6 trophies in muscle madness. Now I am doing the latest event to get this awesome truck. I am literally addicted to this game. I hope when GTA V releases, that I'll find time to play Car Town Streets, and vice versa.

Also, went to WalMart earlier, got some bagles and cream cheese, some powerade zero and some Brisk tea. I LOVE Brisk and Snapple.

I am so sad. A friend 's 23 year old son killed himself yesterday morning. Such a waste. He was so handsome. He got high honors in school. He was so nice. He did two tours in Afghanistan. He got married last summer. I feel like I am in a daze I can't hardly believe this has happened. I keep wanting to wake up from this horrible dream.

:( Terrible news Lisa. Very sad, and sounds like such a horrible waste. Was he depressed? Or did he have PTSD?

If people only knew that the sun CAN shine again or they CAN find happiness again, then perhaps they'd hold off on such a permanent ending.

Just plain sad. ((((((((((hugs))))))))))))

So there is this guy at work.

Thanks Okie! His Mother my friend had talked to him the night before and he sounded okay considering what he was going through. He was having problems with his marriage. His Wife posted pictures of herself with another man on Facebook in some very provocative posses. I haven't heard all the details yet. They have a big family. Their house is filled with relatives. I have been cooking for hours so I can take food to them.

Viv, don't say it!!! You're gonna break all our manly, yet fragile, hearts. Just don't say it.

Ok, so that hurt like a mothertrucker, Dear IRS use my $2400 wisely.

Oh Okie, if I could only say some positive things. First thing I do when I see him walking to the front is go - oh no ...
He always wants to talk to me... It's okay, but I need him at a distance...I don't think he has showered yet this year.
Then he tells me about his ex wife and how much he loves her...how he has 2 jobs and sleeps in his car for an hour here and an hour there..

Then he asks me questions about my life...OMG..no no no.. I don't want this loser knowing anything about me, so I brush off his questions with questions to him...

Oh, did I mention he is missing most of his front teeth? And he's old.

So depressing that this is what is interested in me.

nah Viv, it's just that your fan club comes in all shapes & sizes.

Sorry to hear that Lisa, nice of you to do some cooking for the family.

So sorry Lisa. I can't imagine how that must feel. I am a Midwestern girl home cooking and gathering always helps grieving. Prayers and hugs sent to you.

I have baked two cakes and iced them this morning. Now I have Lasagna in the oven.

Again... prayers and good healing thoughts out to you and your friends family.

Thanks Chloe! I meant to thank you before.

Thanks Montana!