By the way you act when you meet? I seem to put out a vibe that I don't want sex but I crave it. When I was very young and at grandparents house summer before I was 2yo, this man came in the house and tore my clothes off. I screamed and the adults came in and stopped him. But that was a trauma I will never forget. I told what happened to a police detective friend and he said it was molestation. I had no idea while growing up.
I never learned to cling to a guy or crawl all over him. I thought I was just being a lady. A bit reserved. Can this be what is wrong with me and not being able to have a meaningful relationship?
There was one older man in my past I trusted enough to let him have his way but he is long gone. I do remember his gentleness and caring. There were times when I was young that I didn't want to be touched and was very guarded. I even wore pantihose to bed. Now I am much past that and don't wear any undies. I feel free but something must still be there or I would not keep losing great guys.
What are your thoughts?
been researching on facebook and other places for what to do to get the best turkey.....so I put together the brine solution today.....it is supposed to sit over night in fridge and then put turkey into it tomorrow and brine it over 24hrs before smoking the turkey on Saturday......so I used a recipe that I found off face book....it is 1 1/2 cup of kosher salt....1 cup of brown sugar....one cup of...
I haven't sext anyone in a few days and really want to again cause porn gets boring but don't want to go backwards any suggestions for a male too do